Thursday, November 26, 2009
Monday, October 5, 2009
I'm listening to "love drunk" by boys like girls with an earbud put on my right ear. They're awesome, man. And it kind of reminded me of my first relationship with a guy i now resembles as a two times back-stabbing jerk/ lying snake who i wasted my tears and youth on. And if you happens to be the one that's reading this right now, I'm so over you , for real and i hope you'd have a nice life since we all need to move on and you'll need to get over me,too. Oh yeah, stop being so obsessed with yourself, ok? :)
Oh yeah, I've been listening to John Mayer and Paramore these days, they're awesome. Love 'em.
And did I mention how much i love my guitar and Andrew's electric one? Well, guitars are awesome, man. I wanna get a electric one someday. I never thought i would have my dream come true----having the chance to learn how to play guitar. I even noticed something, my fingers feel warmer since i've started practicing guitar chords. See? Guitars are awesome, just what I've told you. :)
So, my gym teacher asked me what's wrong this time, again. & i was so embarrassed for some reason that I asked why he always had to asked. but then i quickly faked a smile and told him that i was joking right after i saw him strike a sad and offended expression. Nice safe. Well, i didn't mean to be rude. I guess i was just embarrassed for being so weak.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
I'm having a terrible headache.
Because of the stupid headache, I can't do my workout.
I am Freakin' pissed at myself and feeling so damn guilty right now cause' I'm not doing exercise, which I'm supposed to and I ate lots of junk food with Rina and Bianca today.
I'm not gonna update much details about my exams,just not now.
I'm gonna update about my trip to aussie which is about 2 months ago....some other time.
I dont feel like blogging much because i kinda feel like I'm just wasting my precious time and youth.
& Rina's Bro commented that our blogs are just like any other teenage blogs...nothing special.
(well, heck, i dont care.)
I need to attend the gb pioneer council dinner at a church tonight *grunt*
& I bet it's gonna be pretty boring.....
I failed my Chemistry...i think.
I only got 84% for my English paper which is also one of the reasons I'm mad!
& my mum's going to nag about how poor i am in english since Malaysia has such low standards,no offense.
I need a hug =(
But I'm not allowed to hug anyone cause' my mum thinks it's what a pervert would do.
And most of all I've had fun with praja and dhanube today <3
Monday, August 24, 2009
& Anxious cause I've been doing the count down since last november, when they anounced the released date. =]
And Taylor Lautner never look hotter <3
Sunday, July 26, 2009
MY BLOG IS DEAD!
But will come back to life on the 21/8/09.
My daily routine could be seen in this way:
My life just sounds so exciting, doesn't it?
Sunday, June 28, 2009
1. To a guy
I think I'm in love with you. But i know we're never gonna be more than just friends because of our religions, not that i'm racist. I don't care what other people would think but i know that you probably have no interest in me either. I've never been so corny with a guy but i'm gonna say i miss you, quite terribly. And thanks a lot for ignoring my messages. see you in school.
[message deleted before sending]
2. To a girl
I hate you. Really i do. There's only a few words that could describe you: Spoilt asshole, Brat, Bitch,Self-centered, Selfish, Ignorant and fake faggot. And thanks a lot for your freakin' insults for me you creep. Yeah, i'm bigger than you so what? at least i have assets not like some wimp who looks like a piece of salary stick with no boobs bigger than size A31. And fyi, i'm talking about you, bitch.
3. No offense
But I dislike going to church. Really, I do.
4. How i wish...
I could get out of this town as fast as i could so that i don't need to keep up with any more jerks and anorexic self-centered biatch.
5. How i wish...
that i don't need to leave either. =(
6. True that....
I'm a bad sister and daugther and friend.
7.I'm so sick of exercising so hard while i've never really lose any fat at all.
8. I really do want my body to be perfect enough to wear a bikini and stop being called as a total fatass.
9. I want to cry
10. I hate myself for acting like this.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Well, Its seems like i'm going to update my aussie trip after all. Anyway, i'm just gonna state that I'm going to continue my education in Melbourne next year as a year 11 next year. Part of me feels really excited about it, but i seem to feel well, nervous and upset about it a lot these days too. I mean, i'm going to miss everyone and everything here. considering Aussie has one of the most terrible droughts during summer. and the thought of the winter days that i'm gonna face. oh, and don't forget the fact of starting all over again when i'm suppose to be having my senior year here. =(
So, I'm just gonna spend more time with my besties and family whenever i could. And I WIL. but i still have to work extra hard on my study too. Even Malay. =/
Uh-oh, i'm starting to sound paranoid again. Relax, Amanda. RELAX i tell you. HUMMMMM...HUMMMMM..........HHHUUUUUUMMMMMMM....
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Due to Swine Flu the Hospitality was pretty strict at the airport. They even examined us by using some sort of camera thingy to see wheter we had fevers.
A "safety dog" came sniffing our luggages, bags and stuff to sense if there were any suspicious items. awed, if it would just stop running around, I would've took a better photo.
Custom Check. My backpack[school bag] was suspected and was checked twice. And they found out it's just my harmless pillow after all. =/
My uncle and Aunty [and Cousin Josh] haven't arrived yet. So since I was bored, i took photos on random stuff..., randomly.
Yay! they've finally arrived to pick us up and it just left an hour and half on the car till we reach their place. ;(
So we've finally arrived Rowville. Um, My sisters[make that Brenda, cause Sandy decided to sleep in Aunty Mena's room since it was too squizzy] and I stayed in Jeremy's room with Beatrice[since my parents stayed in her room]. Well, Jeremy slept in front of the tv. Oh yeah, the person in the photo above is Josh playing with the cookie monster puppet we bought for Thomas[my nephew, i think] btw.
Before we went to Bianca's place. My cousin, Michelle and her husband, Philip came over with their kids, Thomas and Melissa to help beatrice with her Facial and massage office. OMG, i can't believe i forgot to take a photo of her work place. =(
This cake taste amazing! =D seriously, it was THE best cake i've ever had in my entire life. Aunty Ma Ping[spelling?] made it.
We checked out the sport store before checking in the air-tel. My mum told my sis to take a photo of me and Steven Gerard's poster since i was drooling over him ,lol.
Checking in the Air-tel.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
- Mum & Dad, thanks for everything that you guys have done to me, i really do appreciate everything you've done for me, you guys are the best. I know that i rebel sometimes and that you guy were always there for me and that maybe I've been a total disappointment to you but you guys still treat and love me very nicely. I'm grateful that I have parents like you who love me and care for me unconditionally.Brenda and Sandy[Sandra], you two are the funnest, most special and the best sisters I'd have ever get. And Grandma, thanks for taking care of me and showing me lots of new stuff and knowledge. And to all my friends and other relatives, it really is my privilege to know you and you guys are awesome. I know this may sound corny but I'm gonna say it anyway. I love you =]
- Oh well, have a good life? I don't know
- Yeah, and i'd have learned how to forgive and forget along the way. PS: there's no guide.
- My memories and what I've learned.
- No thanks.
- In my room, under my blanket.
- My family and friends.
- A picnic on a beach with my family.
-Yup, but i've moved on.
- I wasn't using you, i really DID like you. [yeah, right.]
16. The last person you had a beer with?
-With my aunties, cousins, my mum and brenda. Chinese New Year.
- Brenda and Crystal
- Aunt Belinda
- Samantha and Jonathan
- Sandra, she was yelling at my mum for no good reason.
- I kissed Brenda and Sandy on the forehead.
- Two days ago, Sandra was acting like a total spoilt brat towards my mum.
- To be beautiful and some other things.
- Rome, Egypt, Sydney, England, Las Vegas, Cananda?, Scotland, Europe, ?
26. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
27. Five facts About Me:
- The best day by Taylor Swift
- Fifteen by Taylor Swift
My Friends ·
Youth and Energy
My time with my family and friends.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Friday, June 5, 2009
hmmm... what to type?
Wellll, I asked amanda if i can type on her blog cause i was really intrested,
so here goes:
Some reasons why i think that Amanda is the most awesomest cousin everr,
alongside her sisters (:
- She's funny (: especially when I teach her how to break dance (:
- Camwhoring is a hobby, especially with her (:
- She let me use this blog
- She uses photoshop.... yay!
- We are playing taboo now!! teehee.
- We love Jacob Black <3>
- teehee, && she's my cousin (:
Some inspiration quotes for you:
- The dictionary is the only place where success cone before work.
- To the world you are one person, but to one person, you are the world
- You're the reason why I draw those stupid love hearts all over the page
- I walk down memory lane, because i love bumping into you.
Some pick-up lines guys should NEVER EVER use... I MEAN EVER!
- My love for you is like diarrhea. I can't hold it in.
- Did you just sit in a water puddle, or are you just happy to see me?
- If you were a booger I'd pick you first.
- Are you accepting applications for your fan club?
- Are you from Tennessee? Because you're the only ten I see!
have a good one (:
much loveee;; bianca (:
Sunday, May 31, 2009
I love you
I forgive you
I fell for you once[but i got over it]
You're a bitch[no offense but true]
I'm jealous of you
Nine things about myself :
I must do workout everyday or i'd be really emo
Dislike people who have poor English and those who speak english POORLY ON PURPOSE
I hate being alone
Eight ways to win my heart :
Have a deep conversation with me
Presents that you made by yourself
Like me or Love me for who I am[but not the bitchy part]
Show me that you care
Teen Vouge magazine
Seven things that cross my mind a lot :
My favourite songs[they always repeated themselves in my head]
Six things I do before I fall asleep :
Switch off lights
Turn on my night light
Listen to my ipod
Use my laptop
Think about a couple of people
Close my eyes and hoping to survive through another night of weird nightmares
Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever) :
Friends (those in particular) LOL
Four things your wearing right now :
My favourite blue and yellow pokadot lingerie
Beatrice's adidas jacket
Best & less pants
Three places that you would like to go:
Two things you want to do before you die :
Have a career or even becoming a totally successful mogul with my own clothing line and company. [even my own book]
I love collecting lingerie and model in them in front of a full-length mirror