The best of THE CORRS

The Corrs.

Go google them!

They're awesome, i listen to them ever since I'm 6. And I'm still in love with their music.

Here's some of my favourites:

There're actually some more, but i'm just too lazy to list them all out. Their songs are just so me.

Random

Andrew's sis, Amanda CHENG play guitar at GB like 2 weeks ago

ugh, i hate blurry photos.[And sorry about that.]

Anyways, she's awesome. =)

Did i mentioned i love girls who play guitars?

Reasons to love Taylor Swift

I'm just so excited that i woke up at 4am this morning, and i can't get myself back to sleep. Well, Taylor Swift is one of those successful teen celebrities. But for some reasons I don't hate her like the way I hate the others, let me name one then: Hannah Montana/Miley Cyrus (sheesh, she thinks she's so cool, not)
I love Taylor Swift cause:
Her songs are awesome, well, most of them.
She's gorgeous.



She has great fashion sense.
& I LOVE girls who could play guitar!

Her hair look nice. I used to thought it looked kinda stupid though cause i hated country music, for no reason. Blah.
& I love her for her sense of humour and creactivity.

And most of all, she made Joe Jonas looked bad for dumping her.

It reminds me of myself when my ex-boyfriends dumped me. You may think it's pretty bitchy but screw it!

The end of the horibble horriffying exam week; well, not really.

All my friends get to lay back and do whatever they want today except me [& Flower] cause they've all finished their exams and i still got account. Damnit. I never even considered to study account! Oh well, it's Principal's order, so i might as well just deal with it.

You'd probably wondering how i did my exam and I've thought of a few words to describe it:

Horrible, TORTURING, pure freaky [a word Bianca made up], total hell [not really, i got an A2 for my modern maths, ps: not bragging], etc.

I just felt like crying after i had my chemistry, biology and additional maths. But i didn't, of course.

Anyways, i ran into Presley[spelling?] on my way to school [gate] this morning, he was wearing a sweater and sick (thank god, it wasn't swine flu, jk). It was raining so he asked if i could share my umbrella with him and i did. I'm such a generous person, i know, right? =D

Anyway, here's a conversation between us:
Me: I don't get it, why don't you guys use umbrellas?
Him: Because guys who uses umbrella are sisi(gay in Chinese), & I AM a MAN.
Me: um...okay...
When we reached the school gate, he continued saying "I AM a MAN", repeatedly. Sheesh, what ego.lol but to be honest, he does look manly[and is too.]

PS: Call me gay, but i prefer being dry ;)

And OMGosh.

I just realised I'm flying to Melbourne in less than 48 hours!

just fyi.

And i need to go do my workout now or my mum would start to fuss about me not arranging my time properly.

Again.

And i really don't want that.

I can't get my mind off...

A totally adorable, a bit geeky looking guy who rocks at soccer, who's smart and extremely nice. & who hates high school musical, just like me! & did I mentioned that he looks kinda geeky and sweet? =D

Update [like a few seconds later] : It's not like I'm in love with him. Just a simple, little, adoring/crush. I think.

False Rumour

I posted this cause I thought I should and I couldn't concentrate on preparing for my history test tomorrow if i don't. Well, today before we had our Malay test, some students from class hoover came into our class for revision cause their class were used for the Chinese exam. I was doing my revision [or chatting] like everyone else. then all of a sudden Brian[Mr. sparkle] was poiting at someone across the room, eye-ing me. I turned to look that he was pointing at Lung Lung. So, I was like 'What about her?' Then, Brian asked me to stop faking it which kinda confused me cause I wondered why i needed to fake an expression. He kinda asked me that didn't I hate her? Which also confused me, a lot. cause' I don't really know her and there's no reason for me to hate her at all. So natural-ly i would ask him what makes him think I hate her. And he didn't want to tell me. [meanwhile, the poor loser i mentioned from my previous post was glaring at me. Wow, how attractive, not.] Anyway, I'm still confused and i just want to say:

Never in my entire life have i ever bad-mouthed or hated her.

I don't have any reason to do so either.

& There are a few rational explanations for this false rumour:

1. Brian was too stressed out that he was delusional.[possible]
2. Someone used my name to bad-mouthed her.[a very common one.]
3. Someone else spread such pathetic rumour just to get attention or get back at me [& I've already suspected someone but whoever it is, i forgive you. ;) ]


So, here you go. This is one of those drama karma/social crap that i have face in my life. I had had worse but whatever, as long as I know I'm innocent I'm okay with it.

I think.

Anyway, still it's kinda funny [& pathetic] for someone to spread a rumour like that.

& OMG, it's 2.11 pm already! D:

Gotta go. Wish me luck!

Update: So, it is brian being delusional after all. poor guy.

not so Sweet 16

So i'm gonna type everything out in 5 minutes.

My birthday, my 16th BIRTHDAY is tomorrow. Not that i wanna brag about it. I just feel like my blog could use some new posts. Yup, tomorrow's my birthday. 20th of MAY. But yet, like every year, i'd be having my school exams on my special birthday. This year included. So...that means no SWEET 16 birthday bash for moi.

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Or a simple party at home.

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Or hanging and chilling out with my besties.

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Or playing soccer.

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cause everyone are all so damn busy preparing for the exam that'd almost drive all of us crazy by putting us into this stress fest. And I'm suppose to be studying my history and my freakin Biology right now. but guess what?! I don't want to! >=(

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Well, actually, i love studying history.

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*Babbling*

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Fine, i'd shut up.

Anyway, so my parents actually kinda forgot about my birthday, which is kinda the nice cause i really need to concentrate on my studies and not deciding wheter to have what kind flavor of birthday cake. BUT THANKS A LOT TO BRENDA. you just ruinned it. YOU"VE RUINNED EVERYTHING THAT I"VE PLANNED. you just ruinned another night for me to study instead having some extraordinaire dinner.

Yet, I'm happy that you'd actually remember my birthday without me reminding you. =]

so, my parents keep telling me that we should celebrate at some restaurant. but i said no. and they just kept going and going on about how unfair it is that my sisters had celebrated theirs in a special way and I'm not.

Lesson that we all have to learn eventually: LIFE'S UNFAIR, we just have to deal with it.

btw, my mum kept buying me presents and stuff just because I'm not gonna celebrate my birthday. She bought me an average looking bag with unreasonable price yesterday and clothes that are definitely not me. I dont like them but i dont hate them either. I guess i just don't love them. So, I told her to stop buying me stuff that i don't need, nicely. But I regretted cause my mum looked dissapointed and upset afterwards. ugh, i hate being in this guilt fest.

PS: I might as well let you know that I am definitely not spoilt. I just don't like wasting money on stuff i dont' like or stuff that i don't need or i won't use.

AND OMG, i used up 15 minutes for this. gotta go.
tata babehhs.

My dad sighed when he saw me doing this; Ps: i did this after i finished studying history.So no guilt there.

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?

Neck



2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?

Confused and scared as flashes of the nightmare i had repeated.



3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?

My little cousin Juliet! =D



4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?

only 26%, lol facebook quiz.



5. Will you ever donate blood ?

Yes



6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?WAS?

Yes, Mr. sparkle? I'm not sure.



7. Do you want someone to be dead ?

Yes, but he'll eventually die anyway, so whatever.



8. What does your last text message say ?

Okie...no biggie. [ugh. that's like so passe! no offense tho.]



9. What are you thinking right now ?

that Imma practice my guitar and do my workout afterward. or maybe i'll do some pilates too.



10. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?

Not really, i feel like being alone today.



No.11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?

9.45pm sth



12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?

Ngiu Kee, Goggles. and it's a singlet not a tee.



13. Is someone on your mind right now ?

Sadly, yes.



No.14. Who was the last person who text you ?

Adrian



TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz... (People who visits my blog often and has a blog)

1. Mr. Sparkle, Brian

2. Rina

3. Bianca

4. Els

5. Hui bing

6. Chiew Ee

7. Skinny boy Andrew

8. Olivia

9. weikuang

10. Eunice



15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?

She's single.



16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?

feMale



17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?

LOL, it'll be kinda cool if they're gays. but no.



18. What is no.1 studying about ?

Linkin Park lyrics? LOL.



19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?

1. Friday

2. Friday

3. Friday

4. Last Sunday, on msn

5. No idea

6. Can't seem to remember

7. 2 years ago...or was it 3?

8. Two months ago

9. Can't remember either.

10.umm...2 weeks ago?

20.Is no.4 single ?
Yea.

21. Say something about no.2 .
She's pretty and fun.

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?
I despise lesbians so no.

23. Describe no.9 .
He wears glasses.

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
I'd asked someone to buy me some popcorns and watch the conflict together.LOL. jk.

25. Do you like no. 8?
yup

I know I shouldn't be doing this.

1. My uncle once : took me to golf
2. Never in my life : has my cush ever notice me.
3. When I was seventeen : I'd wish I could be beautiful.
4. High school was : Full of crap and drama.
5. I will never forget : The day I saw Andrew playing electric guitar. [and yes, he plays it really well.]
6. I once met : Avril Lavigne in Mel but then i realized it was somebody else.
7. By noon, I’m usually : walking to sanyan mall from school to meet up with my mum.
8. The fifties were great because : Because they invented this cute little peace symbol.
9. If I was a character in Shakespears, I’d be : Juliet but end up marrying Romeo and have kids and live happily ever after =]
10. By this time next year : I'll become totally skinny and hot like Miranda Kerr. I hope.
11. You know I like you if : I'd talk to you for a long time.
12. If I ever won an award, the first two persons I’d thank would be : My parents and those who insulted me[well, not really. i'd probably tell them that i hope it gives them hell.]
13. Take my advice, never : tell people about you're crush.
14. Why won’t people : understand that I HAVE to be perfect or I'd hate myself for not being one.
15. If you spend the night at my house : you'll find yourself so full that you'd have to unbutton your jeans.
16. I’d stop my wedding for : some "quality time" with my husband in a private room. UNDISTURB. ;)
17. The world could do without : skinny anorexic bitches without boobs. But yet, they make me look fabulous. =D
18. My favorite brunette is : Jessica Alba =) , I was gonna say Amanda Bynes but she dyed her hair blonde.
19. If I do anything well, it’s : being a listener.
20. And by the way : Someone broke my heart[not exactly, he's not capable of my existance anyway] and had me hiding under the blankets, crying for hours last night.

I'm....

taking guitar lessons! WooHoo!~ And I'm going to start tomorrow =D cant' wait. Rina and I was supposed to go together tomorrow but she had to go to scout camp. Oh well, there's always next time.

Anyway, just like Rina, I'm gonna be pretty very busy after this post.

Let me see....
- T-shirts to design [don't worry Rina dear, i love doing that]
- Biology model to make [i like that one too.]
- PJK project to do by HAND. [god.]
- My chores. [i have to help my mum. we don't like hiring maids]
- Workout for 2 hours, 6 times a week is a must.
- Exams that are drifting near to study for. [i vow to get 8 As' this time.]
- Practicing guitar since I'm taking it. [ I vow on practicing it everyday for at least 3 hours.]
- my b-day [I'd probably be too busy studying to even celebrate anyway.]
- Vacation to Aussie. [Yay, but I'm gonna miss uniform camp...darn it.]

So yeah, My blog is going to be on hiatus for a month at least.

XoXo [it's love and kisses right?],
Amanda =D

Diet Diary 4; Bet

I had a bet with my god-bro and football buddy, FLOWER last night on msn.

He dared me that I'd a lose weight and wear a bikini at the end of the year.

So i said yes, sure, whatever. I have a feeling that I'd have the chance.

I just know it.

I can see picture the beach and me with a totally fit, toned bod and wearing a victoria's secret; pink collection bikini already. GAWD, I FREAKIN' LOVE THAT COLLECTION.

Update: I take back saying i wanted to look like those bony, weasel-looking, anorexic girls. I tried becoming a vegetarian but my dad wont let me and i tried starving but then i realised that i couldn't do it and i'd die if i dont have at least a bowl of rice per day, seriously. I still continue working out tho---not bragging---and i dont feel skinny or fat, i just feel so much healthier. =]

Poor Loser

There's this guy from school who seems to hate me, a lot. He'd been doing some certain things to make me feel miserable, but he'd failed of course. =D

Example:
1. Spreading rumors about I'm a slutty bitch and that I could never be trusted [Not to be rude but, WHAT THE FUCK?! i mean you don't even know me, creep.]

2. Glaring at me. [Wow, I'm so scared. *shivers*]

3. Give me critism in a disguise but don't even have the courage to look at me. [He often does this especially when I get better results than him or during english class]

4. Calling me names like ji be yan in a disguise[spelling?] way. [AWED, I have a hater who's gay. Cool!]


He did sometimes succeed with getting me annoyed and upset though; it worked for a few minutes.

First, I'm gonna talk about the spreading rumors part. It worked back in a year ago. And guess what? I DONT FUCKIN' CARE ABOUT ANOTHER OPINION OF YOURS, AND YOU'VE PROVED THAT YOU'RE GAY JUST BY DOING THIS.

Second, Glaring is not good for your eyes, darling. But if you want to get it loose and get it drop or losing your sight, suit yourself.

Btw. your insults and critism were like cherry on top. Even though my english is better than yours doesn't mean that I'm a bitch. I'm good at it because i take it seriously, not like some asshole who happens to be you.

And calling me names like ji be/ji bai? Oh, come on! You could've done better than that. insult me as a type of sexual organ doesn't affect me; not even a little. it just showed how uncreactive you are. ;)

MY ADVICE: Grow up! Even though i have the same friends as you doesn't mean I'm trying to replace you or get near to you, bastard. And yes, I've suffered a lot just by being in the same class with you for the pass 2 years. But guess what? We're still going to see each other for another 2 years.

Get a life. Let it go. Why won't you get that?

I've been trying to ignore you and got pretty good at it lately. But i'm starting to think it's just not worth it for some immature jerk like you.

I pity you. Really, I do. I can't believe I actually pity some asshole but hey, life's full of surprises right?

Just Get over it. Get over the past. Get over me.

Or just see a therapist or counselor or something.

What I just wrote may seem like an insult or a joke for you. But it's not. It's just pure justice and opinion, from moi.

Cause you do seem like you need it, dear.

16/04/2009

It's one of those days that I feel helpless. Ignored. Tired. Upset. Worthless and weak. There was no emptiness in my chest though; not yet at least.
I wondered if I was sick, cause' breathing got harder for me every minute. A few people had asked me why I looked so sad.
"I don't know," I managed to reply them in a croak. I wasn't lying though. I truly was not sure why.
But I wish I did.

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I'd never felt this tired before. My eyes were drooping. My head was heavy. My legs were weak as I walked up the stairs.
Heather was sitting on the queen sized bed along with Sam when I opened my bedroom door.
Sam was back.
Both of them looked gorgeous --- as always.
Sam mumbled something to me, but I wasn't sure what she'd said.
I hid under the blankets and closed my eyes. Flashes of my past and regrets began to spin in my head while Heather hummed a tune that I wasn't familiar with.
It was hard for me to sleep and it was a long silence when I tried to feel peace. I got to sleep and felt the peace eventually --- for awhile.
Then, the dream came by.
I saw nothing but a young man about my age. I thought he looked familiar but yet not so sure if i had ever actually seen him before.
I startled as he walked towards me ---fast---; he had the speed almost like lighting. He gave me a grin by showing his flawless teeth. I thought he looked kinda cute, perhaps he looked very cute. Handsome, that's the word. I smiled back as I looked into his big brown eyes. It was then I was sure I knew him but I just couldn't seem to remember.
We said and did nothing but staring into each other's eyes like we knew each other's deepest thoughts. We stayed this way through the whole night.
For a moment, I felt good.
I felt good.

Tuesday

Today's tuesday and i bumped into two friends of mine who had just came back from aussie.[Connie & Karina]


We were like "OMG"

*hug*

LOL.




Anyway, they both looked prettier than ever. I didn't get to take photos of them tho.




boo hoo.




oh well, what comes around goes around, right? haw haw.
Anyway, the song jai ho by the pussycat dolls had stucked in my head for two days now! I love that song but it's kinda annoying. You know, have the same song stuck in your head for over 24 hours; maybe even 24/7.

btw, miss heatherfield, it's not pronounce as ZAI HO babehh.

I'll update soon about the aussie-asian-friends thing the next time.

with photos.

promise.

I'm just pretty busy lazy to blog today. I might as well study, do my facial and of course, my workouts[my fave moment of the day].

=D

The Pussycat Dolls ft.A.R Rahman Jai Ho

Lyrics:
(Jai Ho)
(Jai Ho) I got (I got) shivers (shivers),
When you touch away,
I’ll make you hot,
Get all you got,
I’ll make you wanna say (Jai Ho)

(Jai Ho)

I got (I got) fever (fever),
Running like a fire,
For you I will go all the way,
I wanna take you higher (Jai Ho)
I keep it steady uh-steady,
That’s how I feel it.
This beat is heavy, so heavy,
You gonna feel it.

(Jai Ho)You are the reason that I breathe, (Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I still believe, (Jai Ho)
You are my destiny,
Jai Ho! Uh-uh-uh-oh!
(Jai Ho) No there is nothing that can stop us (Jai Ho)
Nothing can ever come between us, (Jai Ho)
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho! (oh)

Catch me, catch me, catch me, c’mon, catch me,
I want you now,
I know you can save me, come and save me,
I need you now.

I am yours forever, yes, forever,
I will follow,
Anywhere in anyway,
Never gonna let go.

Jai Ho

(Jai Ho) Escape (escape) away (away),
I’ll take you to a place,
This fantasy of you and me,
I’ll never lose my chance. (Jai Ho)
Lyrics are provided by Geniusbeauty.com

Yeah

I can (I can) feel you (feel you),
Rushing through my veins,
There’s an notion in my heart,
I will never be the same.

(Jai Ho) Just keep it burnin’, yeah baby,
Just keep it comin’, (Jai Ho)
You’re gonna find out baby,
I’m one in a million.

You are the reason that I breathe, (Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I still believe, (Jai Ho)
You are my destiny,
Jai Oh! Uh-uh-uh-oh!

(Jai Ho) No there is nothing that can stop us (Jai Ho)
Nothing can ever come between us (Jai Ho)
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho! (Hear me it’s destiny)

Catch me, catch me, catch me, c’mon, catch me,
I want you now,
I know you can save me, come and save me,
I need you now.

I am yours forever, yes, forever,
I will follow,
Anywhere in anyway,
Never gonna let go.

Jai Ho, Jai Ho, Jai Ho

I need you,
Gonna make it, (Jai Ho)
I’m ready,
So take it!

(Jai Ho) You are the reason that I breathe, (Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I still believe, (Jai Ho)
You are my destiny,
Jai Oh! Uh-uh-uh-oh!

(Jai Ho)No there is nothing that can stop us, (Jai Ho)
Nothing can ever come between us, (Jai Ho)
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho! (oh)

Jai Ho!

Baila baila!

Jai Ho!

Happy Easter!

ummm....that's it.

Diet Diary 2

I've been eating normally. &---I'm not trying to brag---Working out for at least 2 hours six days a week for over 30 days now. But i didn't lose any weight or fat and did gain a kilo though.

It's funny cause, that 1 kilo had made me so depressed than ever.

I mean, i did intensive workout ,i eat healthy and i'd avoid sugar and junk food products.

I was having thoughts about this and my regrets like any other nights before i went to bed last night. Then i came to realised that it's either I'd become a vegetarian or I'd starve. So that i could lose weight and finally be happy and accept myself.

I'd do my daily workouts too, so i don't think starving is going to effect my health that much.


I've been dreaming to become like these girls since kindergarden.so, It'd be cool if i'd become that skinny.

Picture Tag Fun! ; it's 4.30 am

It's 4.30 am. I just woke up from a nightmare and i just can't bring myself back to sleep.

anyway,I was tagged by rina! =]
again! =D





1. THE SCHOOL CHICK : I'd say Karina if she's still in our school. o well.
2. THE GYM GUY : I don't want to tell you.
3. THE FRESHIE : Suki? well, not really.
4. THE RANDOM CHINESE FREIND : Desmond
5. THE LOOSE CHICK : hmm...LOL!
6. THE NIGGA THAT GETS GWAPS : No name
7. THE JOCK : Nick?
8. THE GOON : Hoe Sing, lmao.
9. THE TERRORIST : Hoe Sing! and another guy's name i forgot.
10. THE NERD GIRL : I can't remember her name! =/
11. THE BLACK SUPREMO : BLACK? wth. Rina and moi! =D
12. THE CHEERLEADER : I wanted to be one. =3 but hey whatever. Brenda
13. THE TRIBALIST : hmmm.....Stephen? nah. Mr. Sparkle!
14. THE GIRL WHO EATS AND IT GOES STRAIGHT TO HER BACKOFFFFF! : BIANCA, PARTLY SHE HAS STRONG INDIAN GENES.[ans copyrighted from rina.]
15. THE FUNKY SKANKER : alex
16. THE SHORT GUY : I'm not answering! =P
17. THE HIPPIE : Joseph & Cheryl =D
18. THE NIGGA WHO IS ALWAYS IN COURT : Dont know any.
19. THE WEED HEAD : wth is a weed head?!
20. THE NORMAL DUDE : James Ling
21. THE NORMAL CHICK : Guey Hua [But she's a fun girl in disguise,i'd say.]

Tag:
1. anyone who also woke up from a horribly idiotic weird nightmare.
2. Anyone who cant sleep.
3. Anyone who got nothing else better to do
4. You.

Upset. Empty. Suicidal.

I'm feeling pretty much devastated these few weeks. Especially today.

Reason num 1: I'm upset and i found out that nobody even care about that fact.
Reason num 2: My friend wasn't even listening when i opened up to her today. She was flirting with every guy she sees and avoided eye contacts with me the whole time.
Reason num 3: I heard some guy calling me an ugly fat ass behind my back, literally.
Reason num 4: I got a 0 out of 10 in my biology monthly test which i know i've been studying for about 4 days.
Reason num 5: I overheard some of my friends' mums whispered "Amanda's a pretty weird kid."
Reason num 6: My sister hates me.
Reason num 7: My biology teacher hates me, too.
Reason num 8: I feel so empty that i actually had the urge to commit suicide.
Reason num 9: I'm a total disappointment to my parents.
Reason num 10: I want to cry so badly but i just can't.

You probably think I'm some crazy nutcase after you finished reading. Don't worry[not that you would even care anyway], I'm not gonna kill myself or anything.

I might just hurt myself by running into walls.

I received a gift ; OMG matter.

I received a gift from an, i mean two Indian tutors/teachers, Mr & Mr. Loka from Pinang! Well, she[mrs loka] used to tutor me in Sibu and the last time we spoke to each other was....2004! She had retired and moved back to pinang with her husband. I was sobbing when we said our goodbyes. [I couldn't control my emotions at that time, you see.]

But i didnt get to see her though.

When i first heard she was giving me a present, i thought it'd probably be some educational stuff, pencils, books, pens, yeah you get the picture.

But i was wrong.






It's no chanel or chirstian dior, but i was just thrilled that a teacher actually gave me a F. Timber bag! =]


I even found a purse with a 10 bucks in my bag. I was like huh? ... haw haw

P.S.: Thanks Mr & Mrs. L =]